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Originally Posted by Lon
OK-------I think I am following what you are saying, correct me if I am wrong. You feel barren, are living a strange existence like being on ice, due to the fact that you believe, but feel cut off from god. Is that correct? If so, let me ask, are you happy day to day for the most part or does this being cut off make you unhappy and miserable?
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Well yes, you have it right, this is exactly how I feel. And I am up and down, mostly happy, but at times not so happy. Most things are okay, some things not. But even my happiness is not pure, not full and running over. Its like being in a type of " Coma", knowing a little about God, but not living and experiencing the Life of a Spirit filled person, AS DESCRIBED in the bible, NOT defined by those who claim to have Gods Spirit now. Trapped in an existence, happy to be alive, but not able to give myself the gifts in the bible, and not able to convince God to release me.
Living without God, being on Ice. Oh God provides all my " Physical Needs", and he knows I am grateful of that, but he also knows I want, and NEED his Spirit to live in me. Oh if I had that, EVERYTHING would change, because I believe his Spirit to be Super Powerful.
That Power would do wonders in a human.
Peace.