Awwww observer, I am so sorry for your loss. Just try to remember all the happy times and know that Spooky is no longer suffering. You did the best you could for him and gave him a good life. I am sure a little angel has received him into heaven. Here is a link to a wonderful book that deals with pet loss....
It is called "All God's Creatures Go To Heaven".
http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/096...83155&v=glance