Today I have realized that no matter what I do I can't please everyone. It's actually sad in a way with a loved one in one corner and several others in another. I know they all care and when you're with the ones in one corner they just want you to be the person they know and care deeply about and grown to love. If you do that the ones in the other corner get angry about your decisions to make the others happy. In the end it leaves you wondering if you weren't there anymore if it would make everyones life easier. I'm not talking of suicide but rather just going away from everyone so nobody is angry with me for the decisions I make. Dunno, deal with it the best I can and just hope everyone is happy with what I decide I guess. Such is life......
I can say I learned a good deal about kids today. I spent time with Nicole today who is my kid sister and it was fun. I also had Mike's boys calling me wanting to come down and stay a weekend cause they miss me. What I learned is that no matter what you do kids love you for you and the person that you are even if you make a mistake. Wish I could say that about everyone but I can't.
Till we read again...
~NS 