tmbsgrl

So I have never done this before.. Well except in a journal you actually write in.. But I figured what the hell- ya'll are my family/friends.. I am open with all of you anyway. Some of you know that I have some things that are going on in my life at the moment-things to do with my daughter. Most of you know she isn't really mine-she is my husbands from a previous marriage.. I have been in her life since she was between 3-6 months old. Her Bio mother isn't allowed to have visitation or contact with her because when she was a baby her mom threatened to kill her & my husband along with her other 2 children (from a previous marriage). I really don't wanna get into it because she makes me sick. So we recently found out that my husbands family has bascially going behind our our backs giving her bio mom pictures and information on us.. Thanks GOD that they didn't tell her where we live. She has threatened the courts & us that she WILL kidnap and Kill her someday.. I have spent the last 5 years of my life watching my back and protecting this little girl from her insane mom. She doesn't even know she has another mom.. She thinks she is mine. One day I want to tell her but not yet-she is too young. Lately I have been feeling sick over this whole betrayal thing with his family.. If I think about it then I get a headache and dizzy.. It just makes me so pissed that they can do this to their own blood. I don't know what to do.. Recently we learned more that it isn't so much his mom but his sister & niece. How can they do this.. I guess I just needed to vent.. Thanks for listening!