Yesterday was an I hate everything and everyone day. Don't know why, just felt really miserable all day and ended up blowing my top and having a proper rant and a sulk and a good cry. Felt better for it but sad that it happened.
I have had depression a few times in the past and get very down occasionally - not enough to say I'm depressed again but enough to feel really bad - yesterday was just one of those times.
Today I feel much more positive - life isn't that bad after all! Still got a long list of stuff to do before Christmas but I always manage to get it done so no point in worrying about it.
My poor old Dad lost his job last week. He's been a sales rep for as long as I can remember and earlier this year was made redundant, he was lucky enough to get a new job quite quickly but selling is not easy at the moment and despite working really hard he couldn't meet his targets so that's it, just before Christmas no job. Poor chap - he has to find another job now, he's nearly 64 but can't afford to retire just yet. I'd like him to win the lottery - just enough to say 'I don't need a job, I'm going to take life a bit easier' but we all dream of that!!
Still, it's nearly Christmas, there will be 13 of us for Christmas Day and then 10 for Boxing Day so it should be noisy fun!!
