Hamster

One of those days. It started off bad and just gets worse. Wish I had never got out of bed!

How are you supposed to have faith if it gets tested to breaking point? This may be for my higher good but it doesn't really help me get through it does it? "Whatever doesn't kill me makes me stronger!" That's great and I'll get to the end still alive but a nervous wreck.

It would be nice to able to observe this through other eyes and then I would be able to look at it philosophically to say "wow-you are sure going to be stronger after this one!" Trouble is it's my life and I can't get that distance.

Wonder how this one is going to turn out?