[koan]

As a teenager I noticed that when I thought of nothing I had unintentionally put a picture frame around it and would basically just move the picture frame around to show that wherever it moved there was still nothing. I had to be satisfied with that for a while. Like 15 years. Then while spontaneously meditating I burst through some veil and found myself in an indescribable state of being everywhere at the same time, though time didn't exist there either. I know there is infinity but as I returned to my natural state the ability to describe it slipped away. It was something I was aware of but couldn't use my senses to observe.