Hamster

Another good day today. I have been sick only once or twice this week! And I certainly feel more energy coming back. Maybe I am not far from the nice middle bit where you feel alive? I see the midwife tomorrow so we will see!

I am still more positive today. My issue has been a lack of direction or more precisely a lack of wanting to go in one direction. Have you been in that place when you just didn't know why you were even doing it anymore? I have been there and come out now so I can't wait for this year.

I just need to keep building on this feeling and not let myself slide back. Posting here helps as I want to have something positive to write.

Onwards and upwards! Backwards or down is not an option right now-there is no room for mistakes left.