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I skipped yesterday cause it was so GD awful here at work. I am hating that prepetual carrot dangling in front of me then having it yanked time and time again. There is problems, I get told there will be people spending time with me to help me... right this never happens until suddenly **** falls downhill and it always lands on my desk. I am tired of that, tired of hearing you are the problem spot of the company YET... nobody has a solution nor will they listen to some of my problems so To hades with them all.... I have learned to document it all and if and when I leave that report will be laid out on my desk for all to see. Sick and tired of it.
I am also tired of hearing oh this place will improve then the next day everybody is having a crapfest!!!
We are small, we suck, nobody gives a rip, they just play the blame game.
I can take the heat but hey if your gonna crap on me you better accept the fact that I have problems you need to address. I ****ing hate being blown off.!!!!!

Whew... that felt good.

I would like to post more here, but I fear I am being "observed" I also fear I have acquired a bit of a stalker person in real life... I dunno what to think or do, I worry this person will be lurking about my place and freak my kid out some day, I guess I could just be blunt with the kid and say call the police.

This person is nice most times, I have had to tell them 2 times I like them as a friend period. NOTHING more. They do not give up. I am a little creeped out that they have been in my yard 2 times now without my consent, sure they left their "toys" in my yard but you still gotta ask permission to come by... Pheck what if either daughter saw this.... ya just don't lurk around a single womans house pheck this person is quickly falling from my friends list, what pisses me off, this person and I can have fun together and has also had fun with me and other friends of mine... Pheckin freak show I am getting pissed off.
I struggle with 5 things today

+ I am going home for lunch
+ I think I am going for a nice drive to the mountains after work
+ I got one IOU paid off by one of my kids today
+ I had a lovely dinner last nite
+ I can see the top of my desk ahahahahahaha

Happy Thrusday