To my family at FG...

[Ally]

Oh shell my heartfelt feelings are with you and your daughter,i just cant imagine wot ur feeling at this moment i am thinking of you.

[kazalala]

love and hugs Shell

[G#Gill]

((( Shell and family )))

[along-for-the-ride]

For you shellbell and your family;

[Odie]

Originally Posted by shelbell

My words are not enough to thank all of you that sent your wishes, hopes, prayers and good thoughts.

The visitation was so very hard to make it thru. Today was the funeral which was almost unbearable...I wanted to run out of the chapel and just scream "this is NOT real, it is a nightmare that I can't wake up from". My youngest daughter Jessi (16) has also taken this really hard. She has been beside me or close by the whole time. I think she's watching me to make sure I'm ok, and watching to make sure I don't go away too. That girl is my reason for hanging on and not giving up, whether she realizes it or not.

Thank you all for the beautiful plants and flowers. I can't wait til it's warm enough to plant them safetly outside. It will be a wonderful thing for me to do with all my daughters and grandsons.


To Odie: Joan, you have given me so much support for so long. Listening to all my life crap that was going on. Then this happened and all that other stuff just went to the curb. I loved hearing from you on the phone. It was so good to actually put a voice to your face and your words, and in that you gave me comfort. I love you too sis.

Thank you all.

Shel

It is special to hear friends voices over the phone, it gives a touch of warmth. Now that we have spoken, we will be speaking even more, pretty soon you will be saying, oh gosh, what does she want now!


We have gone thru some pretty tough times, but we have also gone through some great ones...that is what sisters do...and I will always be cheering you on.



Get as much sleep as you can, this will make you a little stronger to face the day...grieve as much as you want.....it relives tension and stress....try and keep busy and do things now for you.

...take one day at at time.


Love, Joan xo

[mikeinie]

Just saw the posts, I am so sorry for you loss.
My thoughts are with you.

[shelbell]

Thank you all again. Today it's been a week, and the hardest day yet. The realities and finalities of it all are really starting to sink in. Today I wonder if my broken heart will ever mend.

[qsducks]

Good morning Shel. Yes, I've been thinking of you and wish you the best and will keep you in my thoughts. Luvs ya babe

[sunny104]

sending you lots of love and hugs!

[Odie]

Originally Posted by shelbell

Thank you all again. Today it's been a week, and the hardest day yet. The realities and finalities of it all are really starting to sink in. Today I wonder if my broken heart will ever mend.

yes sis.....its the after when everything is over...to much time to think.


your heart will go on.