i would go somewhere and the whole trip home i would be scanning the horizen looking for smoke, and Lord help me if i happen to see any, i would feel like my heart was about to jump out my chest and i would be that way until i could get home and see that nothing was wrong.
It seemed to stop when i found out i was pregnant with Jacob, i guess i had so much on my mind that i managed to push it out, and i haven't had that problem since and thought i was fine.
i went shopping today, as i was driving home, i spotted that the sky was full of smoke...........all those old feelings came back!
I don't understand why or what has changed for them to return after over 2 years of not having any!