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....for the first time in 17 months. I'm sorry to keep inundating you guys with my weepiness. Someone else crack a bottle with me.

BabyRider wrote: ....for the first time in 17 months. I'm sorry to keep inundating you guys with my weepiness. Someone else crack a bottle with me.
C'mon guys, who is going to crack a bottle with me?

BabyRider wrote: C'mon guys, who is going to crack a bottle with me?




Are you really getting drunk?

BR, I would crack a bottle with you if I thought it was the right thing to do sweetie, but its not please don't start drinking now you will be so darn sick you won't know what hit you.:-1 Your on medication that will react big time with booze and it won't be pretty.. STOP I don't think it is a good idea.. :-3

CARLA wrote: BR, I would crack a bottle with you if I thought it was the right thing to do sweetie, but its not please don't start drinking now you will be so darn sick you won't know what hit you.:-1 Your on medication that will react big time with booze and it won't be pretty.. STOP I don't think it is a good idea.. :-3


DITTO..............:-4

This is going to help how? This is going to change the verdict how? The only thing you will succeed at is to make Bullet feel worse than he already does.

Peg wrote: This is going to help how? This is going to change the verdict how? The only thing you will succeed at is to make Bullet feel worse than he already does.


Peg is right....................

I agree with Carla and NV. You've worked so hard overcoming your addiction, don't succumb now.

flopstock wrote: Drown yourself in chocolate girl.. your other biggie!



Trust me, an inch or two a day won't show on you for months!:p

I can ship some out to you tomorrow..name your poison!


Make sure it doesn't have any trans fat in it.............:wah:

I do hope you were just ranting when you posted this.

Bullet was so proud of you giving up the booze and he would be devastated if you started again.

You need to stay focused right now to fight this injustice, please stay strong. :-1

NO, NO, NO, NO, NO, NO, NO, NO, NO, NO, NO, NO, BR! :guitarist

I'm tellin your Mother!:p

BR you can't drown your problems in booze, unfortunately, they learn how to SWIM! :wah:

Remember, all the people you need to deal with regarding the upcoming appeal, will just treat you as a drunk, if you are really drunk! Don't do it BR! :-2 Cause once you start, you won't be able to stop!

BR, how are you today my dear?

I will have to agree with everyone whole-heartedly.

Drinking may seem an immediate solution, but it is only temporary, and it will not change any of the outcomes. So you feel good for a while, and you forget for a while, but then guess what...then you are sober and the problems are still there!!!

Rely on your friends and the people who care about you to provide support.

I Hope You Only Meant Cyber Drunk!!!!!!

Morning BR, we love you know matter what you do. :-4 :-4 If you hit the bottle so be it I hope you puked your gutts out, and can't lift your head, or blink. Now don't do that again because each time will be worse than the last. Bullet needs you front and center now to be strong and stay the course, you have worked to hard to fall down now. :-4

I will make some coffee that will curly that beautiful long hair of yours, you should be good to go in an hour..

BabyRider wrote: C'mon guys, who is going to crack a bottle with me?


Wish I'd seen this, I'd crack a bottle alright. Over your stupid ass

HEAD.



I thought something was up when I saw your other thread, but I gave

you the benefit of the doubt and boy do I feel like a fool.



Decided to make a liar out of me, did you? And you know what I'm

talking about.



Get yourself to AA.



"White knuckle" sobriety almost never works.

Which other thread, Val????



Yup, I got drunk. Yup, I'm an ass. Yup, I feel like dog crap. In more ways than one.





NO, I will NOT be doing this again. I forgot what hangovers feel like. I had a moment of weakness in the darkest part of my life, and I regret it. This is a mistake I will not be making again.



*BR stumbles off to soak her 'stupid ass head'*

BabyRider wrote: Which other thread, Val????



Yup, I got drunk. Yup, I'm an ass. Yup, I feel like dog crap. In more ways than one.





NO, I will NOT be doing this again. I forgot what hangovers feel like. I had a moment of weakness in the darkest part of my life, and I regret it. This is a mistake I will not be making again.



*BR stumbles off to soak her 'stupid ass head'*


there ya go, the hang over is your punishment.... BAD GIRL!

Now get going and do something to take your mind off it all.

PS

Huggs

M

:-4 I have some coffee you can just pour over your head...!! Good for you now back on track... we are only human and with that comes mistakes but you know that and I'm so glad you do.. :-4

Are ya feelin' better now, BR?

I sure hope so.

But don't forget how s.h.i.t.t.y you felt with the hangover.

Remembering that will be an effective deterrent for you.

Now get back to planning the counterattack!

Feeling better now, BR?

:)

And no, you are never that word you wrote. You just hurt, my dear. Drink some of Carla's joe and you'll feel better soon.

valerie wrote: Wish I'd seen this, I'd crack a bottle alright. Over your stupid ass

HEAD.
Here, hand it to me, I live three miles away from her. I'll go do it.

Glad you regret it, sis...next time you're tempted, come here and play with your nephew. I don't care if it's two a.m. You have a key to my house for a reason.

Glad to see you your ok.

:-4

Pinky wrote: Don't you DARE go down that road again!

When you need to get away from it all for a bit, get the bike out.

That's intoxicating in a good way!
The bike is the exact therapy I need. Tomorrow when my mind is clearer and I'm not so shakey. Don't want to be on two wheels in my current state. But tomorrow...for sure.



Erinna1112 wrote: Here, hand it to me, I live three miles away from her. I'll go do it.


And that crazy bitch would do it, too.



Guys, I have half a pint of John Daniels sitting in my cupboard after last night and it is not tempting in the slightest today. Not because I have a hangover, but because I have to focus on righting this wrong, and I can't do that drunk. It's not happening again, rest assured. You've got my word, and when I give my word....that's it.

BabyRider wrote: The bike is the exact therapy I need. Tomorrow when my mind is clearer and I'm not so shakey. Don't want to be on two wheels in my current state. But tomorrow...for sure.



And that crazy bitch would do it, too.



Guys, I have half a pint of John Daniels sitting in my cupboard after last night and it is not tempting in the slightest today. Not because I have a hangover, but because I have to focus on righting this wrong, and I can't do that drunk. It's not happening again, rest assured. You've got my word, and when I give my word....that's it.


Well, that's good to hear! It's gonna be tough, but so are you BR. I know you don't want to hear this, but things WILL work out.

observer1 wrote: Well, that's good to hear! It's gonna be tough, but so are you BR. I know you don't want to hear this, but things WILL work out.
OB1 that's exactly the kind of stuff I DO want to hear. Regardless of what has happened so far, I still believe in the energy of this place, and that it will be focused on Matt and give him strength.

Well then BR you have your work cut out for you. You have your time to wallow and you got over that and now it's time to move forward and by looking at your post girl, you have the strength of 10 giants. You can get through this for both you and Bullet.

If you need a boost every now and then FG is here for ya.

One step back, 2 steps forward and you are off.

I know of no higher fortitude than stubborness in the face of overwhelming odds.

Louis Nizer

BR I think the above quote sums you up.

BabyRider wrote:

And that crazy bitch would do it, too.
Damn straight.

and when I give my word....that's it.
Ditto

Erinna1112 wrote: D@mn straight.



Ditto
You know....you can actually type the word damn and it will not be filtered by the censoring software....We're not THAT prudish around here!!!

Don't "Poison" your body again BR, mainly cause it's not good for you. And also important, you need to be sharp & quick witted to stay on top of the situation.:-2

DON'T DO IT AGAIN OR ELSE!

BR, it seems that everyone here wants to take care of you while you are taking care of Matt.

And I'm proud to be a member of the Forum Garden Posse:)

BR ............what I really wanted to tell you was get so stupid freaking drunk that you could not function the next day.

I mean REALLY........if you are going to do it,,,,,,,,,,,,get drunk...............do it stupid plastered......get so drunk you can't get up until 2PM.

You didn't.........good going. :driving: :-4

Mornin' NV!! :yh_bigsmi

I so totally regret doing that. After 17 months, to cave like that. I despise weakness, and you can bet....I'm not going to tell Matt what I did. The last thing he needs is to freak out that I'm going back on the bottle.

I still felt like dog-crap the next day, though. Both physically, and mentally. I kicked myself around long and hard enough I think. Back on track now.

(((((((((((((( BR ))))))))))))))))) !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I agree totally with everything you and the others have said. But you're so hard on yourself. Don't beat yourself up any more over this, please. It happened. It's over. Forgive yourself and be gentle. You need to give your mind and body a chance to recover. Matt needs your strength. This might sound girly and silly, but hey, when you come in from your ride, what about a long luxurious soak in a bubble bath, a good chinese takeaway dinner and then a long sleep.

BabyRider wrote: Mornin' NV!! :yh_bigsmi

I so totally regret doing that. After 17 months, to cave like that. I despise weakness


The older I get, BR, the more tolerant I am of 'weakness'. Notice I didn't say accepting, but rather tolerance.

The world is not black and white and you are in the midst of a great big gray area right now. You are only human(hard to believe:) ) and you are searching for a way out of this madness to find the right solution.

So . . . you found out drinking is not the answer.

But, you had to find this out for yourself.

And you are all the stronger for it:)

Hey BR! How about this: Go to an outdoor pool and do a little swimming followed by a warm lie in the sun listening to some tunes. Makes me feel better every time!

Ok Criss. Give me a half hr to run to the liquor store for a bottle of Beam and some Coke.

Nomad wrote: Ok Criss. Give me a half hr to run to the liquor store for a bottle of Beam and some Coke.
You can have your Beam. I'll take my John Daniels. But only in cyber-shots, now. *tink*

hmph