Surreal
Posted: Tue Oct 16, 2007 4:02 pm
How can I be sitting here listening to the most incredible violin music? Goose bumps coming up on my legs and arms..... sometimes moved to tears... warm, well fed... and then read the thread about the 3 year old rape victim?
The world comes tumbling down around me, and I feel so upset, and so ill, and so hopeless... that the only place for me to go is to bed. Sometimes it seems that life really is not worth living at all. Because there is no way to identify the vermin that breathes among us. Predators slinking about waiting for an opportunity to swallow up youth and innocence. I cant get the faces of the many adorable children out of my head that I saw during my travels last week. The big innocent eyes, and the tiny heinys... and the arms wrapped around the daddys necks. It seems that law enforcement would be the only viable and meaningful way to make a living. Keeping an ever watchful eye, on the prowl for pond scum like the man who raped that little girl. I could easily kill him.
The world comes tumbling down around me, and I feel so upset, and so ill, and so hopeless... that the only place for me to go is to bed. Sometimes it seems that life really is not worth living at all. Because there is no way to identify the vermin that breathes among us. Predators slinking about waiting for an opportunity to swallow up youth and innocence. I cant get the faces of the many adorable children out of my head that I saw during my travels last week. The big innocent eyes, and the tiny heinys... and the arms wrapped around the daddys necks. It seems that law enforcement would be the only viable and meaningful way to make a living. Keeping an ever watchful eye, on the prowl for pond scum like the man who raped that little girl. I could easily kill him.