my anniversary
Posted: Wed Oct 12, 2005 1:05 am
ok this isnt going to be quite what your expecting to read.....
1 year ago today i went to casualty and was admitted, it was the start of a very strange year for me where ive learnt an awful lot and my life has somewhat changed
so today im celebrating, i may have this sh*t thing for life and it may cause me all sorts of problems which i wont go into because in all honesty i havent accepted them myself yet BUT today i am not in hospital, today i am at work, with my fiance who i love very much and am looking forward to being able to spend his birthday with him this year instead of him having to come and visit me in hospital
today is a good day, i have stomach ache, hate my job, am scared when i think of the future but da*n it im alive and NOT IN HOSPITAL so for one day im gonna celebrate my illness!! because today it HASNT GOT THE BETTER OF ME!
:yh_party
(tho im kinda worried that this is like temping fate.......)
1 year ago today i went to casualty and was admitted, it was the start of a very strange year for me where ive learnt an awful lot and my life has somewhat changed
so today im celebrating, i may have this sh*t thing for life and it may cause me all sorts of problems which i wont go into because in all honesty i havent accepted them myself yet BUT today i am not in hospital, today i am at work, with my fiance who i love very much and am looking forward to being able to spend his birthday with him this year instead of him having to come and visit me in hospital
today is a good day, i have stomach ache, hate my job, am scared when i think of the future but da*n it im alive and NOT IN HOSPITAL so for one day im gonna celebrate my illness!! because today it HASNT GOT THE BETTER OF ME!
:yh_party
(tho im kinda worried that this is like temping fate.......)