lady cop wrote: i had a myocardial infarction (heart attack) on Dec. 18. no warning, my first, and very frightening. (see thread 'ladycop get well' by Carla, bless her). had to call my own fire-rescue dept. 911. i had three stents placed into three coronary arteries via femoral artery. i never took any meds, now there's 7 bottles lined up on kitchen counter. i am still in shock over this. i could have been dead for Christmas. two nights before i had been doing my job, and even in a physical altercation with a male (which i won of course

)....so now i am forced to take 6 weeks off work, i am constantly in fear of another attack, i hope to get over that, i don't want to live that way, and the least effort is exhausting...maybe someone here can tell me if that's to be expected? i was strong, healthy, a fighter, now feel debilitated and worried,weepy, overnight my entire identity wrecked.

i hope someone here will share their experience, this is very very fresh to me, i am still covered in bruises and needle tracks and glue from leads, damn stuff won't come off. do you get over the exhaustion?? i have to go back to my work!! will life ever be the same?
I am so sorry for your experience. Youve gotten me thinking about my health. I wanted to tell you that my mom and my boyfriend (years ago) went through the same situation and procedures as you. All of the things you are feeling, they went through also. The exhaustion, the worry and the fear. You have been through an incredible trauma. Your body and your mind. It is especially difficult for people who are tough, strong fighters. Mom and Larry are both fine. It takes time. Try to look at it as a forced rest.. because it sounds like rest is something you would never indulge in. (like myself.) A chance to recharge your batterie. Your world will be changed, but better. You will come back from this episode a different person, but maybe better. Dont be frightened by the confusion, it is totally normal
who wouldnt be confused after an ordeal like this? You will be fine and back Out there where you love to be. Best Wishes Weeder