i thought i was happy untill a few rocks in the road have made me sit back and think.
everythink i wanted in life has become a faded memory and i ended up becoming what i most feared.
IS THIS A MID LIFE CRISIS..
Youre not a shadow man, merely a man humbled by his circumstances. Use your time wisely, use all of your senses. Listen intently, speak thoughtfully, see with clarity and walk gently. Think of this as an opportunity to step forward into an unknown world, explore it, touch it, smell it. Use your fear as a tool rather than an obstacle. Most of all let a loving heart guide you, if you can do this, you have many gifts awaiting you. Good luck.