I'm sooo proud of myself..

Sheryl · Post by **Sheryl** » Wed Sep 06, 2006 10:33 pm

Ok yea this is gonna be a self gloating thead.

But the last few years I have let depression and anxiety take over my life. I didn't and sometimes still don't wanna leave my house for fear of judgement from others. But tonight I attended Awana's (church youth group) with my kids and am now a volunteer. Around 4 this afternoon I was debating going or not, but I sucked up and went. And it wasn't so bad. Well wait, I'm helping with the Sparks group which is Kindegarten through 2nd grade. A really rowdy bunch, but we survived the first night.

I know some of ya'll are probaly rolling your eyes, it's ok. But this was a huge step for me.

Portia · Post by **Portia** » Wed Sep 06, 2006 10:35 pm

congratulations, it is not easy to get out of depression pit! good for you! :-6

CARLA · Post by **CARLA** » Wed Sep 06, 2006 10:39 pm

Good for you Sheryl the first step is always the toughest, pat yourself on the back your moving forward and that is always good.. :yh_clap :yh_clap

Sheryl · Post by **Sheryl** » Wed Sep 06, 2006 10:40 pm

Actually it's kinda the same Flop. I was outgoing until I started staying at home, then depression set in and the anxiety. It's just now with Zakk in school, I can't keep hidden inside my house no more.

MoreThanALover · Post by **MoreThanALover** » Wed Sep 06, 2006 10:44 pm

I see no rolling eyes! I'm happy for you!!!! It feels good to get out and do something...anything. Doing it with your kids and other kids makes it that much better. Fresh air it's so lovely.

Sheryl · Post by **Sheryl** » Wed Sep 06, 2006 10:51 pm

:wah: You crack me up Flop. I have a ways to go before girl scouts.

Anyways thanks all for your great posts. I really do appreciate them. It's nice to know I'm really not that wierd.

pantsonfire321@aol.com · Wed Sep 06, 2006 11:07 pm

Sheryl well done . I see nothing but great things ahead for you - good lucK hunny

nvalleyvee · Post by **nvalleyvee** » Wed Sep 06, 2006 11:21 pm

Sheryl wrote: Ok yea this is gonna be a self gloating thead.

But the last few years I have let depression and anxiety take over my life. I didn't and sometimes still don't wanna leave my house for fear of judgement from others. But tonight I attended Awana's (church youth group) with my kids and am now a volunteer. Around 4 this afternoon I was debating going or not, but I sucked up and went. And it wasn't so bad. Well wait, I'm helping with the Sparks group which is Kindegarten through 2nd grade. A really rowdy bunch, but we survived the first night.

I know some of ya'll are probaly rolling your eyes, it's ok. But this was a huge step for me.

I am going to say something that I think relates to you but I can only relate to my family............GOOD FOR YOU......I am proud of you!!!!

I am quite sure your children are hopeful to have their MOM back!!!

Bez · Post by **Bez** » Thu Sep 07, 2006 12:22 am

Well done Sheryl....although it's a long time ago, I can relate to your post.

1975 - 3 kids under 5.....worn out, no confidence and needing a job. I was lucky because I got some 'homework', then went to work for the same firm school hours, then full time and 30 years later I am retiring from the same company as Production / Training manager.

Good luck ....you'll do fine :-6

chonsigirl · Post by **chonsigirl** » Thu Sep 07, 2006 4:40 am

Oh Sheryl, it is sometimes easier to stay at home then go out. I know I do that all the time, since I have a handy excuse no one can deny.

But I have to make myself at least every month or so go somewhere, if something comes up. Otherwise, I too prefer to stay at home.

Angelica · Post by **Angelica** » Thu Sep 07, 2006 4:54 am

Congratulations Sheryl..the first step is sometimes the hardest. I am sure I speak for everyone (okay, just for myself then)...We are behind you taking those steps with you. :-6

cars · Post by **cars** » Thu Sep 07, 2006 4:55 am

You did good Sheryl, congrats! The first time was the hardest, & you conquered that, so it will be much easier from now on!

Go & start to enjoy!

DesignerGal · Post by **DesignerGal** » Thu Sep 07, 2006 7:30 am

IM PROUD of you, too! I think you might end up liking this alot! And thanks for the PM by the way.

daBunnyWendy7 · Post by **daBunnyWendy7** » Thu Sep 07, 2006 8:12 am

Sheryl wrote: Ok yea this is gonna be a self gloating thead.

But the last few years I have let depression and anxiety take over my life. I didn't and sometimes still don't wanna leave my house for fear of judgement from others. But tonight I attended Awana's (church youth group) with my kids and am now a volunteer. Around 4 this afternoon I was debating going or not, but I sucked up and went. And it wasn't so bad. Well wait, I'm helping with the Sparks group which is Kindegarten through 2nd grade. A really rowdy bunch, but we survived the first night.

I know some of ya'll are probaly rolling your eyes, it's ok. But this was a huge step for me.

Dear Cheryl,

NO eyes rolling HERE either:)HUGE FUZZY HUGz FROM THE bunny.

I will say from experience, you should join ADDITIONAL group/s for YOURSELF and not Just family-orriented OK? Just a suggestin'.Always. TRY to find things that make you laugh.t ACTUALLY produces some chemicals which over time will heal the depresion.See endorphins:wah:

Love Wendybunny

minks · Post by **minks** » Thu Sep 07, 2006 9:03 am

Brilliant Sheryl

You deserve a medal, you took a huge step.... I am proud of you. Ooooooo it gets easier from here on in.

People judging you bah, they only have to know you for 5 minutes and will realize how awesome you are.

CONGRATS!!!

M

Uncle Kram · Post by **Uncle Kram** » Thu Sep 07, 2006 9:08 am

Step sizes are always relative and clearly this was a very big one for you Sheryl. If you're wondering why you didn't do it before it shows you've come a long way. Good for you :-4

sunny104 · Post by **sunny104** » Thu Sep 07, 2006 9:16 am

that is great to hear! :-4

thanks for sharing, I didn't know other mommies felt this way too....

like the others have already said about staying home with the kids, I'm the same way too now after being home for 6 years...it's scary to think about going back out into the world....

cherandbuster · Post by **cherandbuster** » Thu Sep 07, 2006 9:21 am

Oh Sher

I am so happy for you. I know that I can often straddle the line between being 'alone' and being 'isolated' -- the former is good but the latter is not.

I'm proud of you, too :-6

Sheryl · Post by **Sheryl** » Thu Sep 07, 2006 2:29 pm

Well I never expected all the posts, I figured most would read and move on.

Anyways, thanks all for the support. It helps to know that I'm not alone in the fact after staying home, the real world seems so scary. I'm not a wise one with words, so I all I can say is Thank you! and give you all a :yh_hugs :yh_hugs

Uncle Kram · Post by **Uncle Kram** » Thu Sep 07, 2006 2:34 pm

Sheryl wrote: Well I never expected all the posts, I figured most would read and move on.

Anyways, thanks all for the support. It helps to know that I'm not alone in the fact after staying home, the real world seems so scary. I'm not a wise one with words, so I all I can say is Thank you! and give you all a :yh_hugs :yh_hugs

Appreciate the....hug...but.........please not......so....tight

Sheryl · Post by **Sheryl** » Thu Sep 07, 2006 2:37 pm

It's only cause I like ya

OpenMind · Post by **OpenMind** » Thu Sep 07, 2006 2:39 pm

Hi, Sheryl. What can I say? A huge step that will become easier with time. Well done. I can see you mountain climbing next. (You're not afraid of heights, are ya?):-6

AussiePam · Post by **AussiePam** » Fri Sep 08, 2006 12:26 am

Congratulations Sheryl. That first decision is the hardest bit, then carrying it out. You did all that. I think you're terrific!!!! :yh_flower