I Can't Remember

[lanaia74]

I have no idea what you call this insanity that over comes me

It's like my awareness and mind go totally blank

I have no idea as to what I do at these times, see

People say I have blood on my hands and they ask me to be frank.

How can I admit to something I can't remember I did?

Even before learning the facts, you have tried me and condemned me to death

If I did what you said I agree from society my life you must rid

Without weighing the facts, everyone wants to see me take my last breath.

The establishment, society, the media my judge and jury

It doesn't matter to anyone that my mind is sick

I know everyone hates me, as I can feel their intense fury

All I have been told was the trail I left was very bloody and very sick.

I have no memory of the horrid acts I did

I have been told I left this evil trail from coast to coast

I guess my morbid life from this world I should rid

If I could remember, I am sure I would be haunted by my victims ghosts.

I'm not saying me not remembering is a reason I should be set free

I just can't remember the pain and sorrow I inflicted to others, see

So anyone if you encounter me you should run and flee

If you see me I advise you run! Because the things I do I can't remember, see