I am really scared............

SuzyB · Post by **SuzyB** » Thu Sep 06, 2007 4:17 pm

Time to fess up guys, a couple of months ago I had a scan that revealed that I have a cyst and a problem with the lining of the womb, well my Dr warned me that I may well need surgery and biopsies done.

I saw the consultant last Friday and I had to have another scan on Monday which has showed that the cyst has grown in the 2 months and that I have fluid in the lining of the womb. I am seeing the consultant tomorrow.

Many of you know how I feel about hospitals, but I am such an idiot I started looking on the Internet for a diagnosis for my symptoms, BIG MISTAKE!!!!

I can't sleep and feel sick with nerves.

WonderWendy3 · Post by **WonderWendy3** » Thu Sep 06, 2007 4:19 pm

Awww darlin:-4 I've done the same thing, I know how you feel. Try to get your mind off of it, easier said than done!!

I want to stay and talk to you until you are feeling better, have to go pick up my boys from Karate....

I am thinking about you!!

:-4:-4

chonsigirl · Post by **chonsigirl** » Thu Sep 06, 2007 4:22 pm

:-4 Don'y fret tonight, Suzy. Wait until the doctor talks to you.

Keep busy, put Jimbo to work washing dishes or something right now.

Post by **Betty Boop** » Thu Sep 06, 2007 4:22 pm

Oh Suzy :-4 n (((hugs))) to you. instead of looking around the net hunni imagine that cyst in your mind, then imagine it shrinking away to nothing. Sounds silly but just try it.

Try not to worry, easier said than done I know.

RedGlitter · Post by **RedGlitter** » Thu Sep 06, 2007 4:28 pm

I can only imagine how afraid you are Suzy, but don't look up stuff on the net anymore because you'll start thinking you've got all kinds of bad stuff. I've done that a lot of times. I know it's easier said than done but worrying less will keep you healthier. Don't start worrying til you know for sure what the problem is and then when you know, you attack the problem one step at a time. You have a lot of people who are going to be thinking positively for you. :-4

SuzyB · Post by **SuzyB** » Thu Sep 06, 2007 4:28 pm

Thanks guys :-4 Just can't wait til it's all over, hoping and praying I won't have to have more surgery, they only just meshed my tum up in May last year :rolleyes:

koan · Post by **koan** » Thu Sep 06, 2007 5:04 pm

it's good you said it.

sometimes trying not to be scared is scarier than just saying it and letting it out.

maybe if we get jimbo to tell you some jokes you'll feel better.

:eek:

forget that...

SuzyB · Post by **SuzyB** » Thu Sep 06, 2007 5:07 pm

koan;691109 wrote: it's good you said it.

sometimes trying not to be scared is scarier than just saying it and letting it out.

maybe if we get jimbo to tell you some jokes you'll feel better.

:eek:

forget that...

I've heard them all before ................mind you might cure the insomnia:D

Thanks Di:-4

Patsy Warnick · Post by **Patsy Warnick** » Thu Sep 06, 2007 5:31 pm

Oh Suzy

I don't know what to say - we're both a medical mess ya..

can this procedure be done lapiscopic (misspelled), not that this is any relief, a surgery is a surgery.

I've had the same abdominal problems with cysts & fluids @ 15 surgerys within the last 10 years.

Just remember what ever the procedure - this will relieve you from your pain and discomfort.

I so sorry you have all this going on. Take a sleeping pill, get a good nights rest, lets see what the DR has to say.

Please keep us updated - we love you here

Patsy

SuzyB · Post by **SuzyB** » Thu Sep 06, 2007 5:41 pm

Patsy Warnick;691114 wrote: Oh Suzy

I don't know what to say - we're both a medical mess ya..

can this procedure be done lapiscopic (misspelled), not that this is any relief, a surgery is a surgery.

I've had the same abdominal problems with cysts & fluids @ 15 surgerys within the last 10 years.

Just remember what ever the procedure - this will relieve you from your pain and discomfort.

I so sorry you have all this going on. Take a sleeping pill, get a good nights rest, lets see what the DR has to say.

Please keep us updated - we love you here

Patsy

Thanks Patsy :-4 I can't have anything done like a laposcopy due to the amount of scar tissue I have, they tried that 4 surgeries ago and they couldn't get any tools in, so I can only assume that the scaring tissue would have increased since then.

I will be back tomorrow to let you all know what they say.

valerie · Post by **valerie** » Thu Sep 06, 2007 6:27 pm

It's benign you'll be fine!!

(Power of positive thinking!)

It's most likely harmless fibroids!!

Lisa · Post by **Lisa** » Thu Sep 06, 2007 7:04 pm

:yh_hugs Hate to hear you have worried about this for so long. Sounds like you have been through alot already.

Hopefuly, the doctor tomorrow will help ease your fears.

You will be in my thoughts.

.

neffy · Post by **neffy** » Thu Sep 06, 2007 7:40 pm

hi suzy,like red said not look things up on the net.Try and not to worry huni but i would be the same.Love and hugs to you suzy:-4

chocoholic · Post by **chocoholic** » Thu Sep 06, 2007 10:19 pm

Suzy, have only just seen this but know that you are in my thoughts, keep thinking positively - don't trouble trouble 'til trouble troubles you!

I am sure that this will all turn out for the best, love and hugs and I'll be thinking of you today and praying all turns out well:-4

kazalala · Post by **kazalala** » Fri Sep 07, 2007 4:06 am

Thinking of you Suzy and keeping my fingers and toes crossed:):-4:yh_hugs

SuzyB · Post by **SuzyB** » Fri Sep 07, 2007 4:29 am

Thanks everyone for your kind positive words and thoughts :-4

I got to the hospital and while booking in they asked me if I had brought anyone with me (Jim wanted to come but I said no, didn't want him there if it was bad news

), well as soon as they said that I burst into tears thinking it was a bad sign, I am just so glad they know why I have a problem with hospitals :rolleyes: After calming me down they took me through to see the consultant, the outcome was good news, he feels that the cyst is not anything other than a normal ovarian cyst, the pain is intensified due to all the adhesion's that I have, it is normal to have fluid in the womb. He has suggested that I have everything removed at some point in the near future, but has said that if Jim and I want to try IVF now is the time as it is likely that I am only producing eggs with the right ovary.

So now I will wait to see the IVF specialist and see what he says.

The Consultant today did say that when they open me up they will be able to remove some of the scaring but it will more than likely come back.

So once again thank you everyone :-4 I am going to hit the sack, I am like the walking dead after only 3 hours sleep last night!

neffy · Post by **neffy** » Fri Sep 07, 2007 4:43 am

bless suzy,i wish i could there for you i had the same when i was only 17

keep strong suzy love neffers:-4:-4:-4

kazalala · Post by **kazalala** » Fri Sep 07, 2007 4:56 am

Oh phew! Thats not so bad then?:-3

Post by **Betty Boop** » Fri Sep 07, 2007 4:57 am

:-4 Sleep well!

Imladris · Post by **Imladris** » Fri Sep 07, 2007 5:30 am

:-4:-4 Here if you need me Suzy xx

Mia · Post by **Mia** » Fri Sep 07, 2007 5:41 am

Suzy,I only saw this thread today. I cannot say much more than the others.I have also looked at symptoms on the net and they always give the worst scenario,and that what sticks in the mind.

My hubby has had fourteen ops on the tum,and has a mass of scar tissue.The surgeons have always been able to sort him out,and they will you as well.You will be fine,try to put it all out of your mind,I know that is easier said than done.You have Jimbo and all your friends on here to cheer you when you are down.

All the best to you xx

sunny104 · Post by **sunny104** » Fri Sep 07, 2007 6:45 am

sending you lots of love and prayers!! :-4

PerfectAngel · Post by **PerfectAngel** » Fri Sep 07, 2007 12:36 pm

I am so sorry sweet Suzy! I'll say alot of prayers for you! Keep us posted!

littlemissgiggle · Post by **littlemissgiggle** » Fri Sep 07, 2007 12:58 pm

so sorry I have only just read this but i am glad you are ok

but much love and hugs to you.

:-4 xxxxxx

Lisa · Post by **Lisa** » Fri Sep 07, 2007 2:46 pm

That is wonderful news! glad they gave you some positive news,with the bad.

Did I hear Jimbo say awhile back that you and him meet on here. If so,it would be incredible to have a FG baby. :yh_cry :-4

:)

.

Tater Tazz · Post by **Tater Tazz** » Fri Sep 07, 2007 2:50 pm

Suzy I know how you feel. Just think positive. I think positive all the time. I am positive my doctor will not fix me.:wah:

Patsy Warnick · Post by **Patsy Warnick** » Fri Sep 07, 2007 2:59 pm

Suzy

In the future surgery - they'll more than likely give you a hysterectomy and remove the scar tissue - so if theres a baby in the future - congrats to you & Jim.

I just had a MRI & a CT Scan - I have a cyst & scar tissue - DR's won't go in at this time to remove it. I guess they're waiting until I'm completely crippled.?

Get some rest & soon we're hear about a baby - no not Jimbo..:wah:

Patsy

chonsigirl · Post by **chonsigirl** » Fri Sep 07, 2007 3:02 pm

Oh, that is good news, Suzy. :-4

I think Jimbo should continue to do all the dishes and housework, just because.....................:wah:

Kathy Ellen · Post by **Kathy Ellen** » Fri Sep 07, 2007 4:51 pm

Ahhh Sweety,

I just read your thread right now. I am so sorry that you're going through this.

ALLLLLLL of my thoughs and good wishes are always with you...Hey girlfriend....you know you're coming to NY soon so you have to get well soon.

You have lots of shopping to do:wah:

SuzyB · Post by **SuzyB** » Fri Sep 07, 2007 5:44 pm

FuzzyNavel;691624 wrote: That is wonderful news! glad they gave you some positive news,with the bad.

Did I hear Jimbo say awhile back that you and him meet on here. If so,it would be incredible to have a FG baby.

Thanks Fuzzy, Jim and I have been together for 11 years, eek!! We meet through friends:)

.

Patsy Warnick;691635 wrote: Suzy

In the future surgery - they'll more than likely give you a hysterectomy and remove the scar tissue - so if theres a baby in the future - congrats to you & Jim.

I just had a MRI & a CT Scan - I have a cyst & scar tissue - DR's won't go in at this time to remove it. I guess they're waiting until I'm completely crippled.?

Get some rest & soon we're hear about a baby - no not Jimbo..

Patsy

Patsy, I so wish that they would do something to help you

chonsigirl;691637 wrote: Oh, that is good news, Suzy.

I think Jimbo should continue to do all the dishes and housework, just because.....................

You got to be kidding on the dishes:D

Kathy Ellen;691704 wrote: Ahhh Sweety,

I just read your thread right now. I am so sorry that you're going through this.

ALLLLLLL of my thoughs and good wishes are always with you...Hey girlfriend....you know you're coming to NY soon so you have to get well soon.

You have lots of shopping to do

Thanks Kathy