Kit Kat ...

[jones jones]

This looks like a thread on poetry ... but it isn't so i have posted it here.

Being a writer and poet i come in contact with fellow writers and poets from around the world on a daily basis ...

One of them is Kit Kat (obviously not her real name) ... a young american poet of only fifteen who comes from a broken home and is going thru all the usual trials and tribulations that are experienced by young women of her age ... in fact due to many other issues she is most likely going thru a bit more than the "usual" problems ...

She feels unloved because she is "different" and is under the impression that she is looked upon as a freak ... she dresses like a goth ... has piercings and like most teenagers her age ... wants to be respected by her peers ...

In my opinion ... and i have some experience in this regard ... she is a remarkable poet who puts her troubled thoughts onto paper in a quite breathtaking way ...

Perhaps those of you with teenage sons and daughters might want to read Kit Kat's poetry ... you might learn quite a bit about your own children by doing so ...

She has given me permission to post her work here so ...

Here are some of Kit Kat's poems ¦ the first two were written when she was 14 ¦ the others at 15 ¦.

Oh and no ... she isn't the same girl with the drugs and cutting problem ...

Jj :-4



Sick

Sick of it all

Don't see the point in living

Not anymore

As despair hardens my heart

Everytime I get close to love

Close to that person

Close to "the one"

They evaporate, they leave

Say they never loved me anyway

Say, I'm too much,

Too ****ed up, too secretive,

Just too ****ing much

Does this mean

I'll be alone forever

Bitter with choking memories

Stuck in my loneliness

While everyone else

Seems sorted into pairs

Out of place

Faces from my past

Guys matched up

With other girls

That aren't me

So sick of everything

Of this stupid life

That's not worth living

Screams bouncing around

In the black hole that is my skull

Unable to concentrate

Through this haze

Of everything

This lovestarved existance

Don't know why I'm here

Can't find a purpose

Sunk into despair

Wishing I couldn't feel

Too bad, here comes to pain again

Like an illness, a cancer,

This feeling spreads through me

I try not to let it, but somehow it does

I'm sick...





Memories

stuck in the memories

i wish i never had

of those times when

i was too small and

id run to my bedroom

and cry and wish that i could

be someone else

rather than the person

that i was and am

today

stuck remembering

all the times

i couldnt be in the house

young but old

enough to know the smell

of alcohol and the way

she walked the way

she talked when she

was drunk

and ready to blame me

for all her problems

to abuse me because

im here

remembering when

i couldnt breathe

i couldnt speak

i didnt know why

i was in pain

i am in pain

wanting to escape

but never could

all i could do

was remember and dream

of a time when i

was someone else

but the dreams

always faded back

into the reality

of her hand

slamming me into another

wall because i exist

and its all my fault

even though i dont know

what i did

and here come the memories

once again

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You’ll Never Know

youll never know

how much you hurt me

ill never show you

ill just laugh

and pretend it doesnt matter

that you tore my heart to pieces

that you have another girl

that i dont matter to you

nothing else matters to me

but ill never show you my real feelings

ill just keep it all inside

youll never know

just what youve done to me

ill smile, pretend it doesnt hurt

while i bleed inside

youll never see

my sensitive side

not ever again

you were just a bad discision

i dont want to talk to you

not anymore

even though love lingers on

oh i still love you

yes im still in love

but that, youll never know



Broken Glass

our love just broke

like shattered glass

devestating, painful, tearing me to shreds

and here i am, left alone

to pick up the pieces

each silvery, glittering fragment

cutting my already bloodied fingers

i dont know what went wrong

were you that unhappy

that without any sign

with a crash, you break my heart?

i mean it when i said

"i love you"...i still do

did you? do you?

without warning

the beautiful art work of glass

that was our love

split into a million

irrepaiarable, shiny pieces on the floor

will it ever be whole again

our beautiful, glimmering love?

you say you still love me

but do you?

i wish there was something more

for me to hold on to

for you to hold on to

you say we can be back together soon

but do you mean that?

whats the point of all of this?

theres nothing to do

but try and piece together

the shattered glass

of our relationship

cut my fingers on all the pieces

wonder how and why this happened

and cry by my self.

Vampiric Desire

wait in the darkness

feel salty blood drip tantalizingly

from your fingers

lick it up, savor the sweet taste

fullfilling your thirst, your desire

your victim falls to the ground

pale, cold still; lifeless, bloodless, limp

you sigh and move on

into dark satiny night

search for another one

you smell living veins, filled to bursting

with warm, fresh, tantalizing blood

you want it -- you need it

slice open their veins, drink them dry

before they even realize youre there.

smile, blood sliding wetly down your chin

barely satisfied now

but still exhiliarated from the kill, the hunt

blood is all you want, Death is what you crave

but you will never die

only those you feast upon

so, then,

let your vampiric desires take over

kill without a second thought

drink without a care

let them all die for your thirst

this is what you are

that is what you crave

you need it more than ever now

excited by the kill

the taste of blood lingers in your mouth

this takes over

this, your vampiric desire

it makes you inhuman,

it makes you immortal

this, your vampiric desire.



This is the latest by Katie ...

Untitled

you're looking beautiful today.

don't you know your absolutely lovely?

i love the way your voice sounds...

speak to me, i want to hear your words

tell me everything.

shut your mouth, i cannot stand you

every word is like an insult

i want to slap your face

just to see your shock and pain

and if you died i'd laugh

sunshine, daisies, golden beauty.

how have you been?

speak the truth, or speak lies

it's all the same

if i could just be with you

for another minute, another hour,

i don't mind if i'm with you

get away from me

if i see you another second i will snap

psychotic outbursts moments away

move back, stop talking,

don't you smile anymore

i'll wait and break you down

but just shut up

we're going insane.

[Betty Boop]

:-1 What are we doing in this world. All the advancements, all the technology, all in this new age of wonder pppffftt. We are killing one another and we are raising children full of despair and insecurity.

No one loves unconditionally nowadays do they...

[jones jones]

Betty Boop;827598 wrote: :-1 What are we doing in this world. All the advancements, all the technology, all in this new age of wonder pppffftt. We are killing one another and we are raising children full of despair and insecurity.

No one loves unconditionally nowadays do they...




you are so right betty boop and it IS so so sad ...

i we are so clever ... then why is it that all of the instruments seeking intelligent

life in the universe are pointed away from Earth?

Jj:-4