give or take a week its a year since i first got back in touch with chantelle after 11 years of missing her in my life ,from the first email i received saying someone knew who she was to the first email i got back that i just burst into tears and unable to read it i had to get suzy to read it for me ,to the first time i spoke to her i was crying so much i could not even talk ,then two days later i found out about her rape and her personality disorders the suicide attempts the self harming the being held in a mental hospital type place i used to wake up crying in my sleep out of all the crap in my life those were the darkest hours
move on a year ,chantelle has moved over here in her own place is so very very happy ,suzy and her are so very close and chantelle just says i always wondered what it was like to have a mom and dad and i now know its wonderful :-6 :-6
i'd just like to thank every one for putting up with my moaning and groaning for the last year or so
and for the guys that really encouraged me to keep going when every thing looked all doom and gloom thanks every one
sometimes just a determined nobody can make a world of difference
i was going to do a much longer post but seeing as no one reads them i wont bother :wah:
